Just when I thought I hit my lowest point, amazing-ness happens. I got turned down for technical med school and I was pretty depressed. My mom was frustrating me beyond comprehension and money was very tight. I was also very lonely. Well, I ended up going on a double date one Saturday. My co-worker had met this guy and didn't want to go out alone with him so she asked me to come. I told her I didn't want to because I didn't want to be a third wheel so she had him bring a friend too. I guess their date was not so great, but my guy was well....amazing! We totally hit it off and ended staying out all night until the early morning. lol, Don't tell my mom. I told her I was sleeping a few off. He asked me if he could kiss me, which is probably the single most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me. Anyways, a few days later I got an appointment to visit an art school in the area. The admisions lady was ecstatic after the visit which turned out to actually be an interview. I got in! THEN I had a second date with my fella. It was fun beingout with friends, but being one on one with him was even better. We like the same stuff, we approach life at the same angles, we have the same kind of goals in life, and he's a total gentleman. We went to NYNY and road the rollercoaster then played in the arcade, had a few drinks (he had XX amber I just had a pepsi). Then we wandered around till we found a band. Anyone who knows me well, knows I love hands. I draw them, I take photos of them, they are fantastic pieces of work our hands. Anyways, my fella has the prefect guy hands. The are strong and kind of rough, but not like sandpaper, just like they have worked. I love that feeling! I love it when guys WANT to hold your hand. It makes me feel all fluttery and goofy. heart hehe...Yeah I know! What the hell is wrong with her! lol. I get like this when I'm giddy. I don't have any girl friends here so I have to get it out somewhere and so I choose HERE! heart Well, Now I am great! I am going to school and I'll have a chance to start a career in a few years and I have met a wonderful man who make me very happy. I knew if I hung in there things would get better, but I had NO IDEA how amazing it could be.
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