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Leon: Someone's a bit anxious for candy, huh?

Me: Ya think?
I only have one more box to get from Jack. After spending all morning getting nothing but pants ( and the shoes )I get on at 10pm and all of a sudden I'm getting the rest of it all. Not to mention it's almost 2:30am. >< I'm really surprised that I can still type without a whole lot of mistakes.. Okay I take that back. I keep making typos but I keep fixing them. At least I'm awake enough to fix them. I swear I'm going to go to sleep the instant I get that last box and sleep until noon..at least. I hate sleeping in that late but oh well. I. MUST. GET. THAT. BOX. *becomes zombieish* eek

*dances* Yay! Cathi isn't mad at me. She was a little but it was mostly initial shock and some jealousy. I'm just glad that she's not mad at me. Now I just have to deal with Joey. o0

Omigawd. I think I'm gonna die. I was talking to Becky about how it would be funny if we all got married. Then I would be my best friend's aunt and Joey would be his best friend's uncle. Then Becky has to open her big mouth and tell Joey that I want to get married to him. And of course, now that I'm in Washington again reality hit and I don't know what to do. I think I'm gonna tell him that I just wanna be boyfriend and girlfriend for now. And if later on we wanna get married then okay but not right now.. I just hope I don't hurt him. Because I do care for him.. very much.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt him. And he jumps to conclusions so easily. If I say not now then he'll think that I don't like him at all and wanna break up.

I wish I could talk to Anzu. I wanna talk to her. Know why she's so upset about what I've done. Today Grandma told me that she was hysterical before they left. I talked to Nancy and she thinks my tattoo is cute and she said she'd talk to Anzu for me. Maybe I'll call her tomorrow.

OMG! Someone has kidnapped my mom and replaced her. I swear they have. I'm not used to her acting like a teenager so much and she wants to know EVERYTHING about Joey. OMG! *dances*

Grr. Why does it seem like everyone is mad at me no that I'm home. So what if I coloured my hair, got my ears pierced again, got a tattoo and got a boyfriend! What does it matter? I'm still the same ( mostly ) on the inside. My morals haven't changed at all, I didn't sell myself to the devil, I'm still a virgin.

I told Joey that it might be three months ( November ) until I get back. But now it'll probably be longer ( June ), so I can take all my stuff with me. I miss him so much and I wish he was online right now but he isn't. I miss him a lot.

Yesterday I called him to let him know I got home okay and we ended up talking for an hour. And my mom got so mad. Then assumed that I don't believe in God and prayer anymore. Anzu's upset that I have a tattoo but now that she's on vacation for a couple weeks so I can't even talk to her about it.

To everyone: I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry if my choices make you upset but I'm not going to change it just because you don't like it. I'm not gonna go spent more money to go through more pain to get my tattoo removed. I'm not gonna take my earrings out so my ears close up. I like my hair the way it is. I'm sure I'll change it back when the time comes. And if you don't like the fact that I have a boyfriend. Too bad. I'm not going to go break his heart and mine just because it makes everyone else unhappy. I'm not like that and you should know it. I don't like to hurt other people. And I'm sorry if my choices over the last week and a half have hurt you but I'm not going to change what I've done.

For those who care I'll be putting pictures up soon.

^^ * dances * Chris is now just a friend. I wrote him a letter last night and Becky is gonna give it to him on Wednesday. Now I have Joe. ^^ I will explain more later.

^^ WOO! I'm in Wisconsin and having fun. Mom is not going to recognize me when I get home. I have blonde hair, my ears are double pierced and I have a tattoo. ^^ I love it.

I supposedly have a " boyfriend " but I dunno. He's almost exactly like me and I don't want someone who's exactly like me.

I can't wait to get home. I wish I could go now. I'm just glad that we didn't go to the guys' house today. We're thinking about going to the zoo sometime in the next few days. But I dunno if we will. I just don't wanna spend every waking moment over there. We slept over at their house one night and I didn't get to sleep until 5:30am.. >< Grr..

THEY'RE HERE!! Yay! All the Japanese students got here last yesterday. I'm so happy. Yuka is really cute and sweet. ^^

That's all I had to say.. ^^