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I am so depressed... i cannot believe... my movie was delayed even further... it was only three days away, and now it has been delayed yet again, by sony, to the holiday season. now i must wait even longer, and pay even more...

DAMN YOU SONY!

the movies release date is still the same in japan... which means, there is a tiny faint glimmer of hope shining far into the distance... about another four months into the distance... me and all my friends are going to japan to beat the tar out of sony. even though i am sure there is a sony company we can access somewhere on the continent, my friend believes it would make such more of an impact to go straight to the source. so i am now sad... left to dwell on nothing but trailers, and the hopefull thought of downloading it off the internet, like i did with inuyasha. and now i hate inuyasha. i have now rotated my avatar to face away from people, and she is kneeling on the ground, in pain, weeping until FFVII AC is out for real, and for good.

and now, my dear friends, i have a 'boyfriend' . please note the quotes before you get excited. i spoke to my friends friend, who is now my friend as well, so i may just call him friend, and spoke to him. i asked him to please, pretend to be my boyfriend.

why would i do such a thing you ask?

because i have a stalker >.>.

i began my new job. i now have a coworker who seems to like me very much.. in fact, he invited me to go watch ffvii ac with him when it came out. the only way i got out of giving him an answer was by telling him that is was not coming out in theatres, and accidentally spilling my soda all over the counter. so i was occupied in cleaning. anyways, every break i get he sits with me, and talks with me, and it is getting a little creepy. so now i have a 'boyfriend' so he believes i am taken and leaves me alone. now i leave you, to contemplate my delema.


suka noi

kathy, jasmeen, i am so sorry... i know exactly how you feel having me not talking to katherine anymore... i thought i should just say i was sorry...

okay, so this is the story. i wake up at 6am to do my papers. my little brother offers to help me. of course, i accept. my mom got all excited that we were helping each other, so gave us some money to go to the mocha berry. sure. i finish papers, come home, sit on the computer for an hour, then we go to the mocha berry. on our rollerblades. so, we get hot chocolate, italian soda, and a cheescake brownie. cool. we come home, and i do not have the key. i ask my brother if he has it. he says no. so now, i get a little freaked out, and i start looking everywhere. i even get a ladder and try to take the screen out of my window. of course, that did not work, because the screen can only pop inwards. so then i move on to the bathroom window, and the screen is screwed in. i ask mitchell if he has his pen knife (see, i am trying to break into my own home, i would NOT make a good thief) and guess what he pulls out of his pocket? THE HOUSE KEY!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?! like, what a stupid kid...

i swear... no one seems to want to have me around. maybe i am just to bull headed for my own good *sigh* even meen and kathy hardly seem to want to hang around with me. i want to hang around with rizma, but then navneet treats me like i am some vile creature from hell. even every ones parents hate me. kathy and meen say they are my best friends, but they are always seating with each other, pairing up with each other... it is like once again i am that odd man out. the third wheel. the one no one cares about. not to mention i always get into the most foolish fights with my friends. sorry meen, but i just do not feel like you want to hang around me. except in gym. and even then i let myself down! i missed all the easiest shots. how could i have done that?

i guess i am foolish. weak. all i ever do at night is cry, and run over memories i hate so much. i... i know ... i would like a best friend, but i know in my heart that i can not have another best friend. i am too scared, and i am personally a believer that you can only have one best friend. i only seem to be ruining my life more and more. crying