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There are things in this world which are too hard for us to comprehend. Like, what makes me attractive to someone else? What is it about me that could effect someone so profoundly? It is one of the many mysteries in life. And we will never understand until we find that one other person who sees that thing in us. But it is what we do with that opportunity, that is the real question. Because there has to be someone out there for us. But what do we do when we find them? Do we go to them? Or do we run away from them, afraid to let go if the past, and the others who have hurt us, even though we know, without a doubt, that this new person, who has come into view, would never hurt us? If the latter, why? What is so important to not be left alone? How hard is it to let go? We may never understand it.......
 zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:42pm · 0 Comments |
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Life is like an ocean. It ebbs and flows. It tosses and turns. It is calm at points, and very dangerous at others. But it is in those dangerous times that we remember that we have a bouyant raft. The thing that keeps us afloat even in the deepest darkest parts of our lives. That raft is our friends. For what is life, but moot without them? We must hold fervently to them for, not only our support, but for theirs also. For in friendship lies the key to happyness.
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:41pm · 0 Comments |
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Love. Why do you exist,but to torment me? But what would I not do for you? I cannot think of anything.
For you consume my thoughts. I have been hurt by you, but I still run to you. Why?
I am still trying to figure that out. For you destroyed me. But I still want to give you a chance.
You have given me hope. The hope to live. The want to make someone happy.
To do what I can to make that happen. But with that feeling comes a torture.
But I willingly accept that torture. For I knew it was coming. I only need to live through it.
I know I can. Though the process is strenuous, I shall come out strong.
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:40pm · 0 Comments |
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Time. How do you do it? How do you resolve things when others cannot? Why do we rely on you so?
And when we do, why do you leave us? For when we need you the most, you don't show up. Why, Time?
How are we so dependent upon you? Why are we?
Because you DO resolve things. You bring into perspective, things that, without you, would not show their face.
You have authority even when nothing else does. But abuse that authority at times. You are not always reliable.
For there is not always enough of you to go around. Why then do we rely on you so?
Because we must. For without you, nothing would come to pass.
Without you, we would not be able to experience the relief you give to us.
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:39pm · 0 Comments |
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Storm. Why are you so mysterious? Why so majestic, yet so dangerous?
Why so beautiful, yet so terrifying? Can anyone understand thee, storm?
Can anyone fully appreciate the majesty of thee along with the respect that you demand?
For one so mysterious is worthy of the utmost respect. Otherwise, life with you is nonexistant.
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:38pm · 0 Comments |
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What's the point? Why try? Why care about things that I can't control?
Why not, though? Why shouldn't I care?
Because I am confused. I don't know what to think. I don't know how to feel.
I know how I feel. Or, at least, I think I do.
How will I know? When will I know?
When will this confusion end? Will I know when it does?
Or will it ever end?
Is all of the confusion and hurt real? Or is it just a part of me?
Is it all made up?
Do I really feel the way I say I do? Or is it all a lie? Am I lying to myself?
Would I know, if I was?
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:37pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm a complete idiot! How could I be so stupid! I can't help the way I feel, but it doesn't help when you know the person you feel that way about, feels almost the same way you do. Almost. Why?! What is the problem?! What is wrong with me?! There has to be something!! Why can't I see it?! I know there has to be something!!
zwingley is kira 2 · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 05:36pm · 0 Comments |
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