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OK..so here's this people...ive been talking to this guy. I really think he's cool, cute blah blah blah..but theres a problem. I'm growing on him...not in terms of maturing..more like in the terms of feelings. Its like..i like him...but then...it fades..then comes back stronger...then fades and comes back enormous...it makes me feel weird honestly. One day i didnt talk to him and i was insanely missing him. I wanted him for some odd reason and it wasnt normal...WTF do i do? Its just complicated and weird. If your someone i know reading this...hehehehe bitches..lol...but geting back on track like...what is it with me. Im changing in such a drastic way that i can't fix all these problems thats going on with me. Its killing me inside...what do i do..what do i say...i can't take it anymore...

OMG...I THINK I....... wahmbulance