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hey every one. im sharpeing my knife so i can mutilate something i dont care what it will probaly be a box or something.. im soooo pissed off right now.. ok i when to youth group and when i get home i get this whole "your cuting it colse" and i was like "im sorry" and thats not good enought anymore! i hate being traped here particularly when my dad is here because we do NOT get along. i act like im happy with him around i try to be sweet and submissive obeideant daugter... but i can not stand being under his thumb! im sooo mad at him right now.. Ive come home latter with less of an explination and hes been les pissed off... i dont understnad him and i m sick of him and dealing with hearing him yell at every one and everything the ******** second he walks in the god damnd door ! i dont know why i have to deal with this s**t. i cant even fight back! i just have to sit there and take what ever the hell he wants to yell at me because im suposed to be submissive. I HATE IT... .ive given up so much so he can have his way.. and he doesnt give a damn... he never will and i dont wana deal with his s**t anymore. but its ok... a nother 4 monts and im gona be 18 so he can kiss my a** when hes pissed off ill finde some place els to live if its that much of a problem that im home LITERALY ONE ******** minuete after cerfuw... AAAARRRRGH! why do i have to be ******** dependant on him why cant i be in control of my own life!! scream
ok..im done... i just had to get that out...see you all latter
verin
"hold me what ever lies beyond this morning is a littel later on reguardless of warnings the futer doesnt scare me at ALL!"
 Verin · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 06:29am · 1 Comments |
