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Say what?! Almost ANOTHER week missed? gonk I think I'm losing what little I have left.

<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v162/Leamony/Journal/PlaceboMan.png" align=left> Hey, look! I FINALLY scanned in Placebo Man! You can click him to make the image larger. XD I spent so little time on this image that it's sad. I took about 15 minutes to draw him (I'll usually spend anywhere from half an hour to one and a half hours) and then didn't even bother with cleaning it properly on my computer. Yet I'd say he turned out pretty good for what I had to work with. I am SO selling the original concept sketch on eBay. XD But, the good part is, along with scanning in that image, I also scanned in everything else I've drawn and inked! =D Which is, good, because I got really behind in some avvy art and commissions for friends. >.>

My week was completely blah. Wednesday I had to miss the first three periods of school to practice for the concert later that night in Orchestra. We had only played one of the songs completely through… once. We were NOT prepared! On top of all that, I got the worst seat possible. gonk Seriously, they sat me behind the basses. You know why the basses are always in the back? Not only because they’re pretty loud, but because you can’t see past them. I couldn’t see the conductor, if there was an audience they wouldn’t be able to see me, and I couldn’t play the effing songs. And during the last hour, we didn’t even have any stands, so we had to place out music on the floor. gonk Apparently, the sixth and fifth graders couldn’t be bothered to have stand partners, and so they needed ours. o.O Did I mention that this is the biggest concert of the year, were all of the orchestra classes in the city get together to play? Yeah, I came home, all depressed like because I absolutely did NOT want to go. Or maybe I was mostly depressed because I was flung from second chair to the rejected-not-even-a-proper-place-to-play section. I don’t usually come home visibly depressed like that (very, VERY crummy day), so my mum wrote me a note to be excused from the concert and let me sleep the day away.

Even with that five hour boost in my sleeping schedule, I‘m utterly tired by seven. gonk Something’s going on with me, causing me to get really depressed, and I don’t what. Not to mention I have a field trip on April 17th, and I just made my lunch for that day. O.o The Heck? I’m really out of it.

A lot of good things happened this week… but I’d much rather tell you when I’m coherent and can make them sound happy. XP


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  • User Comments: [5]
    Sounds like you either need more rest, Leams or you need to take some kind of vitamins, for being tired that is.

    As for the depression, I couldn't say really. Other than I am sorry to hear that. *hugs*

    And don't feel bad, most of my weeks go by like that. gonk

    Ah well I hope things get better for you, Sis. *Ruffles hair*

    comment Kiodie Raventree · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 06:07am
    Depression isn't fun and I can vouch for that one. Just try and do things that you like doing if you aren't totally depressed where they become things you hate. whee And you must always realize that you will eventually get passed this. 3nodding

    comment Andy1989 · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 07:31am
    Hey, Leams.

    We're all here for you, so just rant away, okay? blaugh

    Depression sucks booteh. But I think it has a deeper meaning and I think it would be beneficial for you if you looked for the source of it. (Also, meds are a big help! Er-I mean-VITAMINS!) 3nodding

    sad I hope you feel better. *comforts Leams*

    comment Avalon CareGuard · Community Member · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 06:21pm
    Yeah, they did that to me too back when I played Violin. I was in the front row...during a major concert they stuck me way in the back, because it was near a microphone, they said. But....the bass....argh!! It was difficult to see the music for us because we had one large music sheet set on a screen near the conductor...and so I couldn't see it! I was so glad I had memorized the songs. gonk

    I hope you feel better, Leamony

    comment Yunari Rizaki · Community Member · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 12:28am
    @Kiodie:
    I do take vitamins. XP I take alot of vitamins, because I'm prone to getting random illnesses. gonk Spring break starts for me now, so I can sleep all next week if I have to.

    @Andy:
    I'll try. Usually when I get depressed I end up with a new hobby. sweatdrop I know I'll get through another bout of teenage grade depression, I just wish I knew when.

    @Avalon:
    Pah, anymore perscription medications of any sort and I'd prolly harm myself. Already I can't be put in direct sunlight, eat too much dairy, must be sure to drink plenty of water with meidcation, stay up for about 30 minutaes AFTER taking medication, shouldn't take these creams with any other topical creams, should call a physiscian if any side effects occure, should prolly keep myself out of reach of children, and must press down and turn counter-clockwise. whee

    @Yunari:
    Why in the heck would they do that? gonk That must have been really annoying. I'm beginning to think that all conductors just aren't completely right in the head. O.o

    Thank you guys, I hope I feel better soon, too. @.@ and I'll be sure to rant away with whatever meaningless problems I've got. xd

    comment Leamony · Community Member · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 05:32am
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