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												 Ive giveen up cairing 
												so ******** sick, noone nothing matters and i just want to die more then half the time, im sick of having to change mylef alone, im sick of never actually having help. Noone gets it noone can see it the way i do. no parden as i choke up some blood. 
																								 
												 
												 
                                                												
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