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I'm bored and depressed right now. I'm bored simply becasue neones on tat I know. 3nodding Depressed, because I'm thinking of how many friends I really have. And soo far? I have none. Teh peoples that I would consider my friends probably don't like me as much. I have no one but God. And I don't think even He likes me as much either. I'm just a pathetic fat looser. Who is trying to pretend to be someone who doesn't even exist, in only in my mind, oh how I wish I was skinner and could talk more to peoples. But I'm stuck being this way, 'till I get me frikiin a** up and do something about it.
Well tonight I'm gonna stay up...all night long...maybe till six in teh morn. If I'm not too lazy to. I'm gonna bukle up and start doing my school stuff. *Sigh* If I can. stare
I'm gonna try drawing a dragon sometime this week. I'v had this artist block for a long time now. Only gettin ideas here and there. Man this sucks!! scream domokun gonk stare Okay, now I'm gonna play Age of Mythology. 3nodding I've been hooked on it sense yesterday. domokun *Sigh* The only thing I have right now is my dreams...nothing else. My family probably could care less if I ever straighten up, except for me doing my school really well. Its probably all they care about, if I get good grades in school. domokun Well...bye. (You probably are now guessing that I have a pretty low self esteem. Your right, I do.....)