Sitting in this chair I think of you
As my mind starts to race
She is always beside you
My blood dripping at a steady pace
You said you hated her
And now I see you together
Though you are with me
You two were meant for each other
It tears me apart to think about it
As I see you laughing with her
And with me all we do if fight
And your words are a flame they burn
You say you can’t stand her
And yet she is all you talk about
It’s driving me insane to think about it
And it makes me want to shout
Shout that you are a liar
That you where never over her
Everything you said to me was false
I hope she rots in hell and burns
Because of her I have false hope
I feel that you don’t love me
It drives me crazy to think this
But hopefully you will see
That every time I see you with her
It seems that you don’t like me
And when you walk away from her
I don’t know what could be
Could be going on
Between the two of you
For all I know she could be the one
That rips my heart in two
For she can steal you away
Away from me just like that
Steal the love and joy in my life
Just at a drop of a hat
For you have more fun with her
And you talk about the same things
And all I do is sit here and pretend to listen
As I try to sort my feelings
Now tell me my young prince
Am I your princess that you have been waiting for?
Or am I just a thing
That you will discard one day
When she makes you king
For if I am not the one
Then leave me in peace
Just make sure its clear
And unhook me from this leash
For I will feel pain
But I wouldn’t show it to you
Do not lean down to kiss me one last time
For it will tear me in two
I would not be able to stand the pain
For I know it would be the last
Last of joy in my life
When you say goodbye
It will slice me like a knife
But in the hopes that I am the one
The princess you have been looking for
Then tell me so and mean it
And raise me from the floor
I have fallen and can’t get up
And all I need is you
For if you say you love me
My world will become re-glued
All I ask is you leave her
And stop going behind my back
And tell me that you honestly hate her
And leave her just like that
Never be around her
Don’t talk about her
Don’t hang out with her
That’s all I ask
For if you wish to keep us from hell
Then that would be the best thing to do
For I have done every thing you wanted
And this I hope you can too
For that is all I want
To know that I am yours only
And she means nothing to you at all
And im the one that will make you king….
Answer this Shane….if you can understand this then answer it….if not then just delete it…..
Love,
A lonely girl who you claim to love and yet you continue to hurt her …
heh...he didnt understand ANY of it! not even the parts where i flat out tell him whats wrong (the parts that are in red and blue)....god...that pisses me off to no exctent... he still doesnt understand it....gah...do you think something is wrong with me or is he just to stupid to realize that everything he says and does hurts me more and more?
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