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i cannot beleieve i managed to cheat some poor sap out of 30K on neopets, without even meaning to. see, i quit, and accidentaly gave her the wrong password, then i got wierd, and decided to join again. io hate myself. i really do.

day:today was one of those thinking days. it was one of quite a few sucky days that will go until halloween. see, we are having the first dance of the year on the 29th, and people like to say that so and so wants to ask me to the dance. if only they knew me. if only they knew how much it hurts. i analyzed my mind while i was raking leaves. i'm one of those people who have favorite people, and when those people don't respond in the right way, i get mad at them, and focus all my anger towards them. then i hate them. oh, i broke a girls nose today. she said she won't sue my grandma, but what other opportunity would she have to get her revenge on me? it bled, and it was really disgusting. i spiked it at the girl i am curently obsessed with, because i thought the would catch it, but she gave me a dity look then ducked, and made the ball hit her nose. i sorta feel bad, but i'm kinda happy. now people won't mess with me. yeah, i'll spike a ball at their nose. i hate all people.

my song: the beautiful people

mood: morbid