Listening to: um..not much
One thing down in my list of sorting things.
I am not happy with where I am.
Not to say that Eric's parents aren't great. Or that Eric is driving me nuts. I'm not happy at where my life is. I love Kouei very much, and I wouldn't trade him for anything.
But there is so much more I've missed. i miss my High Priestess, I miss my High Priest. I miss my cat. I miss my family wanting me. I should have been a better Seer by now, but I've been holding back on practice because of Eric. I rarely use my Tarot cards, for Eric.
That doesn't make me happy. Therefore, for Eric, I've made myself unhappy.
THat's something I've found out.
So, I am going to change that. I am going to do things that make me happy, even if Eric doesn't like them. Its for me. I shouldn't have to hide that. I shouldn't have to lie to myself, because Eric doesn't believe.
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