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*lets loose with a loud, long scream* *then procedes to slam fist into the nearest wall*
Okay, I need to do that for real, but I'll have to settle. I was so furious with myself this afternoon. *mimicking myself* Something seems a little different about Beth.. DUH. GEEZAM, I am throroughly furious with myself. It was hard enough for me to keep my head on through the rest of lunch and at least seem okay. But I was about to lose my control. This whole world is set up to make me lose my head. I passed her in the hall and she said hi. I didn't even lok up. I didn't even see her. And as soon as I was in my class, I was promptly furious with myself. I was so angry that I gave myself a headache and wore myself out. And when I finally got home, I played the piano for quite a while. It was bad. As in I couldn't play anything slow at all. I was playin Music of the Night and I just kept getting faster and faster throughout. Faster faster faster until I wasn't thinking aobut my fingers anymore. But then I had to jump into another song because I couldn't take that song anymore. I can't play it anymore. To think, I started playing it for one person, then after I play it for someone else I can't tolerate the sound of it. My fingers were sore afterwards sad
 nepie · Mon Apr 23, 2007 @ 11:45pm · 0 Comments |
