[If you read the entry before this, i already mentioned this.]
After having all my mates over last friday night (well most of them stayed) i realised something... I still have feeling for my ex, Mark.
I found myself getting really cosy with him, something we didn't even do much when we were going out. I mean my mind was telling me "You shouldn't be doing this, he's your ex, and it's over ok?!"
It was like walking on a battleground in my head. Something kept telling me to stop, while another part of was thinking "I'm enjoying this, no!"
That was such a confusing night for me.
I do kinda want to ask him back out, but i guess i'm kind of scared he'll say no. After all, i've never tried to ask out an ex. (Lindsey does not count... Those whole 2 years of my life is something completely different)
In a way he intimidates me, so it's kinda hard to say anything.
I don't know what to do
gonk help!!
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