my feelings are still on the fritz at the moment but i talked with nikki about it and she helped calm me down a little but she wasn't to pleased with what i told her either. there is one thing i wish to fix about it but do i dare say in my journal? no i do not b/c there a couple people who know and one person whom i am scared to let know. i wish i wasn't and i know i shouldn't be but i am b/c ...well if i say why they may know that it's them. they'll probably ask and ....nevermind....just forget i even typed this. it doens't even matter anymore. i just need to calm down and back off a little. i'm way up in everyone's buisness(sp)
i'm a bit better now...i finally said most of what i wanted to say. but if the person asks and i tell them it them please don't be offended or anything. really
 heavens_akki · Fri Apr 13, 2007 @ 06:14am · 0 Comments |
