Of course my depression decided to come back like always. I hate my depression and it's causing horrible destruction in my life currently and it's screwing up everything for me. It's ruining everything and i's making me upset all the time. Jesus i wish it would just go away from me forever. But no it never will and i refuse to take anything for it b/c i think it's just ******** medicated happiness and it makes me pissed off a lot. I wish i wasn't like this but i am. Lately haven't been able to help people with their problems like i want to.....god...what's wrong with me? (and no i'm not asking god b/c god is a load of bullcrap and doesn't exsist)
 heavens_akki · Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 03:35am · 0 Comments |
