I am am quite sick of the ignorance that surrounds me, unfortanatly im the most ignorant one of them all confused but nevertheless if anyone lives in the town I do then u would want to escape the drama that goes on here. You have your usual "in-fights" which I would call it when the "group" you are apart of starts to fight eachother, spreading rumors and things like that. Rumors spread quicker in our school than wild fires. So, then the "group" splits up, and then your stuck in the middle... figures sweatdrop . I guess you could say rumors don't affect me directly since I'm used to being poked fun at xp , but unfortunatly im very gullable, so i beleive every rumor I'm told sweatdrop . The thing I hate most are secrets. So many people keep secrets from me. Sure everyone is all buddy buddy with me but when it comes to something serious... "NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" and i get the cold shoulder stressed hehehe lucky for me, I got some friends that tell me all these secrets AHAHAH eat that F***ERS!!!! MUHUAHHAHA, but the fact that they leave me out of the loop still leaves its mark, now i hate everyone and no one should be trusted... hmmm Misanthropy, my favourite word... if your reading this then u should really look this word up some time scream BUT of course not everyones bad, I still have some close to my heart, which is sad really since they only hold me back and they will never love me anyways. So thats why i look to the future, starting A new life with my dad in the city.... Who knows what awaits me there...
 Dark Spade 911 · Thu Apr 12, 2007 @ 02:17am · 2 Comments |
