...So I thought i'd write an entry =]
Not very happy =[ Just munched half an easter egg. Can't get to sleep for thinking about Jonny, it's not nice =[ I mean, the not being able to sleep part, I don't mind thinking about Jonny, I mean, if I fell to sleep I think i'd dream about him. He's been on my mind literally since I left him in the interchange =[ I wish he didn't have to go, I don't like being without him anymore, it's really hard.
Spent all my easter holidays with him up until now, wish I could have gone home with him. I went to his house the Friday I broke up from school, and he can to mine the Wednesday after, and left today.
Had a fun coupla weeks yep. Loved every minute, even the bad ones. I liked going for a meal on his birthday with his mum and family, was nice. I liked being with him and his dad's family, a place where I feel like I fit in. A place where I hope to move soon. I loved the time we had alone at my house, cleaning it, treating it like our own (but deep down knowing that it will all be ruined when my parents came home, making it hit home that I don't own anything that I want), the bath we had together (all romantic, and sexual), the nights we spent together, just huggling. I loved the gig we went to last night, and I liked coming home to an empty house and pizza =] I hated getting woken up the next morning to my sister yelling about wanting to use the computer, but hey, everything can't be perfect. But last night was perfect =] All except for the smelly guy stood next to me when I was squished. He smelt. And he made my arm smell, not the best of smells. Jonny kept laughing at me razz And calling me coot because my feet hurt and I was saying 'ahhh, my feetsies are hurting' all the time. I liked my little fake eyelashes, my butterflies ^^ Tee hee.
I'm off to Jonny's on friday, then i'll be happy again =] I like being happy, with Jonny =] I want to spend the rest of my life with him, he is perfect, amazing, gorgeous, mine and I love him to pieces!! I could just cry thinking about how much I miss him....He is so AM and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
Not very happy =[ Just munched half an easter egg. Can't get to sleep for thinking about Jonny, it's not nice =[ I mean, the not being able to sleep part, I don't mind thinking about Jonny, I mean, if I fell to sleep I think i'd dream about him. He's been on my mind literally since I left him in the interchange =[ I wish he didn't have to go, I don't like being without him anymore, it's really hard.
Spent all my easter holidays with him up until now, wish I could have gone home with him. I went to his house the Friday I broke up from school, and he can to mine the Wednesday after, and left today.
Had a fun coupla weeks yep. Loved every minute, even the bad ones. I liked going for a meal on his birthday with his mum and family, was nice. I liked being with him and his dad's family, a place where I feel like I fit in. A place where I hope to move soon. I loved the time we had alone at my house, cleaning it, treating it like our own (but deep down knowing that it will all be ruined when my parents came home, making it hit home that I don't own anything that I want), the bath we had together (all romantic, and sexual), the nights we spent together, just huggling. I loved the gig we went to last night, and I liked coming home to an empty house and pizza =] I hated getting woken up the next morning to my sister yelling about wanting to use the computer, but hey, everything can't be perfect. But last night was perfect =] All except for the smelly guy stood next to me when I was squished. He smelt. And he made my arm smell, not the best of smells. Jonny kept laughing at me razz And calling me coot because my feet hurt and I was saying 'ahhh, my feetsies are hurting' all the time. I liked my little fake eyelashes, my butterflies ^^ Tee hee.
I'm off to Jonny's on friday, then i'll be happy again =] I like being happy, with Jonny =] I want to spend the rest of my life with him, he is perfect, amazing, gorgeous, mine and I love him to pieces!! I could just cry thinking about how much I miss him....He is so AM and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
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