ARGH. DAMN IT. T^T. lemme get one thing straight here. i am NOT looking for a guy. im not looking for a boyfriend, a future husband, not even a date to a school dance. I dont need a guy right now, he'd only get in my way. I mean, i know im being stupid, and unreasonable, but i think im incapable of even being in love right now. I guess, i just know that, well...i REALLY suck at being in relationships, im usually really guarded, so when it comes t o opening up to people i kinda...yea. I just guess that if anyone ever told me they loved me, i'd...well i'd ask them if they were sane sweatdrop . sound a little familiar? haha, yea....im just really...aack, well, i guess you can call it confused, or, hah, confuzzled, but yea.... however, the first thing ANY guy even considering me should think about is the fact that i wont even bat an eye at you if youre not bold enough to come up to me face-to-face to tell me...well YEA! so there....aack, dammit. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM BORED AND CONFUZZLED!!! DAMN YOU ----!!!!!! ARGH -_-;
just. just ignore my idiotic rantings. rolleyes sweatdrop
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Just know that its fine if you dont want to date right now! You dont need to explain yourself to ANYONE! mrgreen