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Freindships of Ages... this is just great... now iv practically lost a freind because of a stupid age difference... so im pretty depressed at the moment because of it... i probly wont be on Gaia or in IMs for awhile. I dotn know why people have to care about age... it seems that cince im still a teenager adults dont like talking to me. So when an adult finnaly asks my age and finds out how old i am they will be less open with me... which is pretty much the base of freindship.. we were also in a RP and i think that changed the whole thing... im not even in it anymore because i think it will change the RP too much... i hate it when people care about my age... if i were an adult adults would be more open with me... but then people younger then me wouldent... and vise versa for how i am now... it actually has me thinking about suicide.. -_-;; I know i dont have the guts for it but its still a thought... so dont worry about me if im gone. its my depression thats stopping me from getting onto the computer and not death...

Posted by: HeavansHand Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 02:18am

"If your name were homework id be doing you on my desk right now"

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Commented on: Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 03:48am

Commented on: Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 03:58am


	hugs and cuddles don't do anythign stupid hun, i can't help but worry about my close friends... i only have like 5 of them that i woudl really care about, and ur one of them...so plz.. don't do anything stupid.. for me.. crying cry

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Commented on: Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 06:18am


	Chris... sad Don't do anything bad, please? For me atleast? I love you, Chris. hugs Don't kill yourself.

Commented on: Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 08:40am


	hey babe i luv ya too much to lose you so if i have to come there and take care of this i will try my damndess i have lost a friend to this kinda stuff and i am not willing to lose you so plz be safe and dont worry about those kinda things

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Commented on: Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 09:40am


	Chris, I have to say that I don't write things until I am sure I know what I want to say. Words are hollow enough as it is to throw them around to look good for others. I want you to know how special you are to me. I spend the better part of my days with you. I know when I need someone, 9 x out of 10 you are going to be online. You may not know that you help me as much as you do because I am not the type of person who whines about st. I am a pretty strong woman who stands on her own, but everybody needs somebody from time to time. I love posting with you. I love the whole Crows thing in hell. Now that Angel killed him, it is over. I think ol Crows will stay away now. Well....she has one more endeaver...but that is under wraps for now. Angel is...changing...that is how it should be, I play her off other people. Anyway, the reason I wrote all this is to tell you that you are loved, you are cared for and age wasn't st when it came to that. I know depression. I know alot more then I let on. Just be around when I decide to open up ok. Love you...Angel

Commented on: Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 08:30am


	yo dude it does not matter wat age u are u can still be friends with every one dude and u can tell them wat age u are and also tell them that they can open up to u wat ever and when ever k dude

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Commented on: Thu Dec 02, 2004 @ 05:07am


	Harsh... very harsh indeed... I feel extremely sorry for you in thise case. THankfully, my girlfriend is 15 and I 18... She is in no way pushed back by this thought; in fact she kind of likes the "risk" sweatdrop Anyway, age is simply a number... I am sorry for all of your losses though, but as the title of your one entry says... s**t happens XD Life will always go on; just remember that, and know that I and many others are here for you^^

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