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Okay, so...first, I must deeply apologize for my severe lack of activity in the recent month. My addiction to WoW was insatiable for that moment, but it's dwindled away now. I've returned, and I plan on making a whole lot more time for Gaia and my friends on it. ((Wolf, Rose, Suzuku, etc.))

But how do I feel? Well, a couple minutes ago, I read a topic in one of my guilds by someone named "Wrist." Turns out, Wrist is actually Wolf-kun, and she said that she was banned on her G a i a n account, and that she was quitting. Wha...? I really can't help but feel guilt, for seeing that announcement upon my return. I feel responsible in a way, though I don't know how to describe so. It's almost as though my bleak inactivity somehow contributed to her mood. What happened to the Wolf I met? To the Wolf I made friends with? Surely that Wolf wouldn't let something like being banned stop her. She has several friends who can and will still listen to her, no matter what. What happened? I'm not sure, but I don't like it. In fact, I feel even more guilt now, for making assumptions ((I will not place here)) after reading only a few posts/comments.

So I dedicate this Journal Entry to despised_wolf, G a i a n, and Wrist - all Wolf-kun in my mind. I don't know what's happened to you, Wolf - but don't let it consume you. Don't look back and regret - look ahead and prepare.