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i am sorry it had to end this way. i really am. i don't even get it, what i did to deserve such a horrible end. Please if you know, tell me. But anyways it's too late to save me because by the time you're done reading this, Iill already be dead. To the person that finds this note, tell _____ i love him. Also, give away all my money and possesions to him, when you see him. Explain why i died, i died because of him, he broke my heart, ripped it out, and stomped all over it. As i gasp for air i silently whisper "i still love you to the grave." Burn me somewhere near him. i must know that in the afterlife I can know he's safe.


And that . . . . . . . . is. . . my . . . . . . dying . . . wish.



To whom it may concern, if you noticed the blank in the note above, please, be aware once that blank is filled that you know something is truely wrong. This is merely a preparation.






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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 03:16pm
*turns a sickly pale and tears form*...I know that you dont want me to talk to you anymore...but I worry about you...please...talk to me...let me help you...please...I dont want you to die... crying


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 04:49pm
stare



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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 05:18pm
in the blank...does it Say...Joe?...or Ethan?...


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 05:55pm
eek -smirk- HAha! Are you insane?? Why would YOUR name be there?! rolleyes HA! And Joe? i told you, i wanted to forget, and i already told you i do not know yet. mrgreen



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Sly_As_A_Fox
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 07:38pm
Then you shouldn't have anything up there.. suicide is selfish. I know it sounds weird, but think about it. You're taking away your life so you won't have to feel pain, but your loved ones feel pain after you're gone.


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 09:14pm
Come on please cheer up. sad Everone goes threw misfortune when they don't deserve it. Because of others bad intentions or by mistake. At some point you my fight enlightenment if you try hard enough and wait long enough. But please don't harm yourself. cry Things will get better. smile



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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 09:26pm
your right Sam...I am a fool...but I cant think of anyone else who you could possibly like...


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 09:36pm
Of course, you couldn't, Ethan. It's because i don't bother telling you. Koy might know since i was talking to him about it yesterday.



Living_on_False_Hopes
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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 10:24pm
...im sorry that you dont trust me anymore...


commentCommented on: Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 11:18pm
Eh, it's not that i don't trust you. i just don't care anymore. But i gotta say, you've kept me great company 'cause since you've been gone, i've found myself very lonely. But i've been hanging out with my close related friends alot, and thinking more of problems here rather than there.



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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 11, 2007 @ 10:38pm
sorry you've been lonely...i keep thinking that you hate me and you never wanted to talk to me...i enjoy talking to you...most the time...when your not angry and you always seemed to make me smile...


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 11, 2007 @ 11:38pm
Yeah, well Nicole's taken my place so. -pats your shoulder- Good luck.



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Ethan_The_Forsaken
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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 14, 2007 @ 05:39am
...no one can take your place...not even..."Nicole"...and she hardly talks to me anymore...because of Nadi...


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 15, 2007 @ 03:12am
wow....I know u probably dont want to here this from me. Sammy im going to tell you wat i told ethan. You shoukdnt try to kill yourself. Think of all the people youll hurt. O i didnt tell ethan this part though. Sammy you shouldnt take your life over somee guy. there will be better guys. Much Much much better guys who wont hurt you. Theyll love you and will never leave you. Theyll always be there for you. A nd im sure your not lonely. U may think you are but your not. There is somewhere outhere waiting to find you. neutral



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commentCommented on: Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 03:34am
To what Nadi said, don't xpect them to be phisicaly pretty. It's rare to be so. There are maybe 10% of the total population.


commentCommented on: Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 08:45pm
*feels awkward hearing it from her*.. Uh..



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