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i dont understand what my best friend is all about. im nice to her but it always seems like she just wants me to be mean to make herself look good.

sinario: last night....
she was teaching me to play cards. she starts to talk about my boyfriend and how i always hada bad temper and how my friends are all weird because of the school we go to. Now, i could have gotten mad that my BEST FRIENDwas talking about me like i wasn't there. in sulting my boyfriend and dissing the people i care about most! but in stead i let it slide. im for giving, what can i say?

sinario: 2 hrs later.....
after her and my other best friend stopped dissing me and my life, we were a chilled out till we wanted to slep down stares in lyns basement. i always get the middle of her couch and her and amielia get the sides. i told them far too many times that i dont like that part of the couch because im always waking up in the middle of the night to rack my back. this time i just stopped asking and took my space on the couch somewhere more comfortable. i go upstare to trun off the computer and i come back down to them telling me not to break tradition cause iIM uncomfortable! i told them to go to hell. im sick of being shortchanged because im short. it aint right!

i love them both to death but it seems to me they only want me to be the ANGRY one because thats how i was earilier in life and most of that anger was toward amielia for dissing me! or leaving me! or laughing at my dreams. i cant event ell her about my want to be a ballerina or a beauty queen on MADE! im making the video and i only want lyn in it cause she doesn't laugh at my dreams......but amielia does. she always tells me i cant and is barely eversupported but everyime she needs me im there... it will always be that way. that will always be my best friend

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