today is....Thursday....4/5/07........so here's what happened yesterday......
well i was at home......and my mom didn't get home till about 10:30 after going to the store and all..........when she got home my dad was with her....so she goes go talk to Stephan...and so i did and i walked up and i said "Stephan what's wrong....why are you sad?" and then he told me..."i just went to the nursing home....and papa zena( loved father) just died.....and i broke down and cried....so today i went to his funeral...and when i saw him with the open casket i started to cry....he was the closet grandpa i had....my moms dad died when she was young...my dad's i've only seen twice in my life cause he lives in Louisana...and so he was the closet and we saw him the night before he died...and i could tell he was going to die but i couldn't bring myself to tell my dad.....he just didn't look right....so then the next morning my mom went to see him at the nursing home....he's not one to complain....he was doing fine......and later that day they got a call saying "you're dad isn't feeling good you need to come right away" so they went right away....and when they got there they saw the er outside....so then my mom ran inside and the lady saw her coming...and she stopped them...and said you can't go in there....you're dad just died.....so now i'm here....
it was horrid when my mama joon ( dear mom) died.....(his wife)...that day when i woke up my friends were ringing the door bell....and i told them to come in....and my parents were supposed to drive us to the movies....but i needed to him up my pants first....so my friends came in and i called my mom and asked where they were at....she asked my "r u at home" and i replied "yes" and she said" r u sitting down" and I said "no" and then she said "sit down, ok mama joon died last night in her sleep and we're over here right now praying.." i started crying and i hung up...my friends Sam and Katryna came to the couch and asked me what was wrong...i told them what had happened and that my grandmother died and they couldn't take us to the movies.....so they said i shouldn't be alone....and to him up my pants and they would wait and we'd find someone to take us so i can be cheered up.......so i ended up spending the day with Katryna...and i couldn't go to the funeral....i loved her so much ....i just couldn't bare it cause if i went i wouldn't stop crying.....but while they were at the funeral i cried alone in my room.....and i just sat there and cried......and then i reliezed that they were the closist people i had.....all of my other grandparents...well my other 2 lived hours away....and that's when i decided i was going to be around more....quit spending so much time at my friends......and be with my family more....i was with him the night before he died. ...and i saw his face before he was baried....i wanted to kiss his forehead cry but they had already made the body pure.....i miss them so much....i'm all alone now....
In loving memory of those that i've lost
Zeneth Shafighi -grand ma- 2005
Mohammed Shafighi- grandpa-2007
Carmen Torres- Aunt- 2004
Magalena Olmos- Aunt -2005
Sherly Louviere- grandma-2006
Dan Louviere- Cousin-2006
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