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The Insanity...reloaded...
Hmm....what to do here.....I dunno...drive everyone insane...
*Pain and heartache....*
This may or may not be my last post on gaia...My life in general has just went down the tube....The one I love, wants no more than friendship...I understand this....but it hurts so bad...*Is crying so badly that I can bearly see the keyboard....* I try to forget everything....but I cannot let go of the past.....It was so happy...my happiness is gone....my mom and I hate eachother...I wanna die. My soul is dead....why not let the body go too....Three times....I have been hurt by someone I cared or loved....I actually thought things would be better this time...but I was wrong.. Heather, I am sorry for ever being in your life....I have screwed up everything that you have worked for. I hope you the best in life...Always remember...I will love you forever. I meant those words everytime. As for the rest of you...Good luck upon your journies in life...and I wish you all well....

Godspeed....
~Xelin (A. Jones)


Kyoshinko
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  • User Comments: [6]
    *huggles* Don't leave! You and Yoshi are two of the coolest people you can meet! Don't go....

    comment digimonktbug · Community Member · Tue Mar 22, 2005 @ 02:52pm
    That just makes my heart ache. I am sorry that things aren't working out for you right now, and I wish I could help, I truly do. Just have faith and keep on going, no matter what happens, things will get better.

    comment toothpick99 · Community Member · Tue Mar 22, 2005 @ 11:01pm
    What I really love the most is the fact that only two people replied to this post....Shows who gives a rats a** about me..... stressed crying

    comment Kyoshinko · Community Member · Mon Mar 28, 2005 @ 02:20pm
    *turns into a polar bear and walks over to xelin and smacks him in the head* you stupid shithead, do you think that your the first person to loose someone, and besides, your kickass as far as you go in my book, wtf, most the people seem to think oyur kickass as well, and please dont mind the curseing, anyways, i agree with the people above, it will get better, and bleesed be...

    comment fluffball1 · Community Member · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 01:38am
    *huggles tighter* Dang it Kyo! Everyone who knows you cares for you!

    comment digimonktbug · Community Member · Sun Apr 03, 2005 @ 04:01am
    Really Xelin, I hope you stick with gaia, yer really cool, you are a great Roleplayer, and Im sure your a good friend. I hope the best things happen for you. Trust me, A year back I felt the same way. And things still aren't perfect, but things will turn around for you, so don't give up.

    comment Hell of Nightmares · Community Member · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 04:14am
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