March 30, 2007
Jenna called me today wanting me to come over and watch a movie, so I did. After that she came to my house and I got on and talked to Kaz. He wanted to play Flyff so we did. Jenna went home and I was playing with Kaz some more and some stupid person came over and asked for buffs. I always give people buffs when they ask and never really think much about it but Kaz said something about how he forgot to have me buff him and the guy called him a noob. Well I buffed Kaz and then the guy and then Kaz started yelling at me because I buffed someone who called him a noob. x.x As if he ever cares when people call me things. You know maybe if he cared more I would care too. As it was I didn't think he cared if I buffed the guy since he acts like I shouldn't care if he does things for people who aren't nice to me. But he just blew up about it. Something that I didn't even think he'd care or say anything about. So we quit playing and then he was complaining that I never buff him when his buffs run out and that he's tired of telling me to buff him. So I told him I was just going to quit Flyff or at least not play with him anymore because he doesn't appreciate me. He tried to say that he appreciated that I helped him level today but that just doesn't make up for how awful he made me feel. He wouldn't drop it about me buffing that stupid person. Someone we don't even know. I am just so hurt by it. It's a stupid game but he just has to act like I've done the most horrible thing ever. And if he doesn't like me helping him then I really don't want to anymore. I'm never good enough for him in anything I do.
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