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Dairy of a Demonic Angel
My thought, blabs, and...uh, some other stuff.
Love? *Sigh*
Why on earth is love so damn beautiful?
What happens when the beauty is over?
I will cry? Maybe.
Will it wreck the friendship, the bond, the trust?
And why do we all mock the concept of love?
"My boyfriend left me today!!!" is no longer a serious phrase.
Just a normal ol' saying, same as "What's up? How are you?"
We no longer appreciate it until we have it,
and then lose it....
I was once on of those people who replied "That sucks, whatever."
when someone informed me of a break-up, but now
it is my very biggest, deepest fear.
Oh, Sysan, please do not ever leave me, please?
I do not want to be one of them...
One of those people who anguish over the loss of love,
one of those who get "So? Who cares?" In response to tears.
I'll go insane without you.
I'm almost mad that you love me....
but then I remember your words... "I love you"
and I melt...
This is in no way a poem.
Say so and I'll knock your face in.
I just felt like spilling out my fears and my cares.
And then what?
I turn into a softy?
I'm losing myself.
I'm getting lost in your eyes, Sysan.
Even if they are just pixels on another pixel...
Why are you doing this to me? Why?
Love is too beautiful for it's own good.
I hate love.
No, not really, maybe I like it...
Why does it make you feel like a marshmellow?
Answer me, please?
Why the marshmellow?
Can there not be chocolate and grahm crackers?
Did I just say love was a smore?
Wow, I am loosing my own self...
Lochana was once a name to be respected,
but when love interveined, it was like I was a new person.
I'm a girl.... no longer a person, a girl....
I'm ripping my hair out!
DAMN IT!
WHY IS LOVE SO HARD!!!
I don't want to lose it!
Damn!
Tears, in my eyes......
My second worse fear....
Tears.....
This hand was once my very own weapon...
how could it now be the thing I use for touching his cheek gently?
How could this already be so long???
Wow, I must really been in love!
Damn this foreign emotion!
An emotion so alien it comes from two galexies down the road....
Love?

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(Not specially made, I just found it on the internet, and thought it looked exactly like us....)






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firebelow23
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commentCommented on: Tue Jun 12, 2007 @ 06:56am
so sickening... i think i'm gonna die... plz no more no more


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