I have this decision to make.
It has been bothering me as long as I can remember.
I have two paths in front of me and I have no idea which one to choose.
I could start to care again and go towards my dream. This in turn will cause a drift between myself and my life, but overall it would lead to a state of pure contentment.
The second road would be to live in the now. Which is a great way to be but in the end everything gets so ******** up. I would be very happy for years on end. Of course this will be until I start to realize what I did can only lead to a life of pure misery.
So which do I choose? To be adrift in my own world or to be happy now?
It has been bothering me as long as I can remember.
I have two paths in front of me and I have no idea which one to choose.
I could start to care again and go towards my dream. This in turn will cause a drift between myself and my life, but overall it would lead to a state of pure contentment.
The second road would be to live in the now. Which is a great way to be but in the end everything gets so ******** up. I would be very happy for years on end. Of course this will be until I start to realize what I did can only lead to a life of pure misery.
So which do I choose? To be adrift in my own world or to be happy now?
