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Ever had that "stuck in between two worlds" feeling? I know I have. sad One of those, "Where the heck do I belong?!" things. I feel kind of lost in my own thoughts right now, trying to sort things out.

My grades are dropping a bit; my IQ's probably dropping, too. Or rising. Rising so fast I can hear the "whoosh" as I fall down. I'm also stuck between "Do I like him that much, or that much?" with two - yes, two - guys. gonk

I'm a loser...

That stupid band contest (most likely you don't know what I'm talking about) really put me out of shape, and I don't know why. Hm. Why can't this be easy? Just once? Oh, well, I'll get out of this eventually.

All day, staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night, hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on, I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Me, talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know, I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me, out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
~ "Unwell", Matchbox 20