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I don't want to live any more. Life has tortured me since the day I was born. And I can't take it any more. And I've tried to kill myself many times now and I end up surviving. Why can't I die? Am I not good enough to die? Or does Death hate me? But I don't really care. I'll just wait for it to happen. And dream forever. Because I don't feel like I'm good enough to live. For any reason, not to hate , or to love. So I've given up hope. And let Death take control. TwilightCreator13 · Sun Mar 25, 2007 @ 04:54am · 4 Comments


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	Noooooo you cant die. crying The reason you cant die is because I dont want you to.^^ Offline Lil Baby L · Community Member · Tue Mar 27, 2007 @ 09:52pm


	Strength is not in not ever falling, But rising everytime we fall. I fell for you so many times. But I always got back up. I may be weak. But my heart isnt. And I know its not, because if it was then I wouldnt be writing this to you. Im not writing this to make you feel bad, im writing it because its how i feel. Why should you care? I dont know why. But its not fair. Because I still do. First of all, dont say I left you. Because I was always there, you just didnt see it. If someone had left, then it was you. Even though my parents are separated, and no one can see ANY pain im even going through right now, and I try so fricking hard to hide it and i cant, so i end up crying infront of my whole school, Its you I feel sorry for. Because your not being true to your heart. It doesnt matter if you care anymore or not. I know I still do. And I know I want too. SO next time you think about me, dont think of me as a low. Because i know im so much better. I felt like I couldnt love anyone anymore. But it was really that I couldnt love someone like you. Why am I putting this in your journal so alot of people can see it? Because, I want everyone to know , that even though so many girls fall for you. I was the one that didnt let you get away so easily. Offline Xx-Valane-xX · Community Member · Sun Apr 01, 2007 @ 01:30am


	tears form in eyes no.....you...don't leave me...all alone....i know the world can be cruel but that doesnt mean you have to leave it behind...remember what i said anyone of my friends who die, ill die with them, including you...just like you couldn't think about me not being here, I couldn't picture or think of you not being here.....i'd go insane... sad Offline XxMiseryLovesMexX · Community Member · Mon Apr 02, 2007 @ 12:46am


	Now I kno that your heart is broken and all but kid you gotta move on!!! Offline horaciobibi94 · Community Member · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 07:10pm

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