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I know I have to give it all up....I know...It'll never work anyways and it can't keep going on like this....I have to give up everything...the thoughts....the feelings....the problem is im gonna have to rip out part of my heart as well....I can't help it though...I've tried to make the feelings disappear...and i know he loves this girl with all his heart...i need to just leave it alone...