" What's Left From The Razorblade "
Skulls signs on your door
Blood splattered all over the floor.
You lie there numb with tears in your eyes
Waiting and waiting hoping you die
Your dad gets drunk, Your mom pops pills
No one knows this pain you feel
Slut, Freak, Ugly, b***h
Those hateful words you try to forget
You hate " Those people " And " Those people " hate you
Still you try to ignore them, And always do
But the easiest way to try and forget
and grab the razorblade and slit, slit, slit.
You pick up the blade once again
And slash away until your vision goes dim.
As everything starts to blur
You whisper a prayer but in comes out a slur
Please God, take me take me away
To a happier year, time and day.
Now that everything is turning black
You put on a smile hoping never to come back
But when you wake up white lights blind you
" Sweetie, are you ok? I'm glad we found you!"
You look at your parents in disgust
Wanting to scream, " No you're not, you stupid ********! "
But right now you cannot speak
Because at this second you are way to weak.
You look at the doctors with tears in your eyes
wanting to say, " Unplug those cords, I want to die."
As the doctors leave your parents look still
Your dad glares, " God, look at this bill! "
" I know I'm not worth it, I know we're poor
but if I would've died it could've cost more."
Maybe it wasn't sharp enough, maybe it was dull
But now all thats left is the blood dripping cold...
the day I wrote this was the day my life snapped in two....I'll never forget those words that day"He's dead honey....He's never coming back"
