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Torn apart deep inside knowing that it was all a lie. Hoping you would see me, Wishing you would hear me, but nothing ever happends.

If only you knew how i felt and how i wished you were here with me by my side holding me close and never letting go, but its all just a dream, a dream that will never happen because you dont even hear me, see me, or love me.

We will never be, you're to good for me, you dont notice me, I try so hard to get close to you but i always get hurt in the end... Nothing ever works out.

I care deeply for you because i love you and hope you'd love me back but no you're to far to care. I wait and hope for the day to come... the day you notice me and care for me but that day wont come, not now, not ever...

I dream of you, i think of you all through out the day, I sit here and wait for you to come by but you never do. I do this because i love you, i cry for you, i live for you, i would do anything for you, and its all because i love you.

Theres not one day when i don't love you, every day is the same. I love you, I need you, and i want you.

I love you.. forever.

I need you.. To hold me.

I want you.. To love me.

I dream of us, us being together, us laughing, us crying, and us caring for one another.

I do this because i love you and always will no matter how far you are i will always love you.

Maybe some day we will be one, we will love, and care...forever...