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March 16, 2005
Well I think Rico's thread was a success. He has pissed off, and owned, half of Gaia. All those people that try to act Japanese and don't know what they're doing are pissed, and all basically responded the same way, thus proving they are sheep. Beyond me what they think is so cool about it anyways. Kaz is Japanese, and we all know what a nice person he is. And how cool he is. rolleyes They want to be like that? LOL. Well anyways I had a stupid test today and I couldn't even finish most of it because I didn't know how, so I turned it in unfinished, and I hadn't finished my homework either, so I turned that in unfinished also. This was the last week for dropping a class without screwing up your GPA so I dropped it. I knew I was failing it. Was a dumb idea anyway. I don't know what I was doing, trying to go to college. I guess I mostly did it so that Kaz would stop thinking I was stupid, because it's what I thought he would want, but he doesn't care, and it doesn't matter now. I really hadn't planned on going, until he started calling me stupid. Well I guess I am. But I hate math, and I feel like I don't have any reason to try now. It's really hard for me. I wish the stupid college would let me take other stuff, but they won't, because I dropped that stupid math class and they make you take it if you're bad in math, and don't let you take anything else if you drop it. So I'm screwed. I'll probably have to get a job now, but I have no idea what kind of job. There's some jobs that I just refuse to do. Me and my mom went to go eat dinner. Went to Chik-Fil-A, the only fast food place I can tolerate. They had some customer appreciation thing so we got free dessert and a balloon. XD Then I came home, I was home late since we'd gone to eat and stuff, and Josh asked where I'd been. That made me glad, that question, I dunno why, I guess because I used to ask Kaz the same thing when he got online late, and he'd get pissed. And he never cared about me or where I was or why I was late... So I'm glad that Josh wondered about it enough to ask. We talked just a little bit and he went to bed, I guess he was real tired. I'm tired too, but then I don't think I can think of a time that I'm not tired, I'm always tired now, and sick feeling, so I don't think sleeping would even help, it never does.
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