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The title says it all,well most of it, i guess ill just say my thoughts and feelings and stop reading if i bore you.....
my thoughts,they do go dark!!!!!!!!!!!!
life can be very depressing, i have dreams of killing my supposed friends,or them betraying me which i dont doubt,i think of seeing someone i love being torn apart infront of me,i hate it when people call me "the happy child" stare IM NOT A F****** HAPPY CHILD i have dark thoughts to the point id need a counsler,well if it wasnt for the fact i despise them,they cant help me no one can,if im dark so be it i dont want people to tell me to change or try and make me change,they should get over it,i listen to depressing songs everyday i read depressing books and write very morbid things everyday,i like to its fun it relaxes me and sometimes it enrages me,whichever comes first.


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    i have nightmares about what you go through,but im here for you so

    comment Jushin Thunger Liger · Community Member · Thu Mar 22, 2007 @ 04:48am
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