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I'm so god damn sick of everyone else. Everyone else is just sitting around telling me how I'm wrong, and assuming everything I do is about them. My mom seems to think me trying to spend time with Myckel must be some ploy against her or to make her feel bad. NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT OR AGAINST YOU!! People call me selfish when I'm not the one who sees everything everyones elso does as somehow against or involving me when it's not. She continues to resent me for not submitting to the choke hold she had on me and my uterus. I didn't live my life how she wanted, I'm not a valedictorian, active in school s**t, band, christian, virgin and everything else I could never be for her. I didn't listen and have my first child at 28, I'm having my baby at 18 and I'm ******** happy about that. The only thing I've ever wanted out of life was to live with someone I loved and have a child of my own. I'm getting at least half of what I want, but me being happy isn't good enough for her!! Well you know what she's got one more kid after me. Maybe she can manage not to screw up as bad as she did with me.