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I'm not sure why, but I feel depressed lately. I just wonder what's the point of anything I do anymore? I hardly have any friends at school. I only have two that I speak with regularly. I kinda miss my ex now, too. Well, no, that's not really true. I guess it's not really him I miss. Just the idea of him; of being wanted. I suppose I couldn't have been that dear to him though. He made no attempt to win me back. This whole love thing just isn't what it's cracked up to be. I wonder if I'll just end up alone in the end, a bitter old woman loving no one and being loved by no other . . .