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Lately, I've been lonely and I dont know how to cope with my pain..I hate to be single even tho I know Im getting love I fill as if it's not enough and I dont know why but I hurt's to be alone. I should probaly chant more daimoku yeah that's what I'll do but I can only pray that it's enough for me to cope with right now this pain I'm feeling is going to be the death of me. Today there was a event down at 1455 S. Wabash and it called the Culture center but I was sitting with friends but then I went outside and sat down on the curb hoping for someone to come along and comfort me but I got nothing I was so painfully. I know people cant read my though's but I wish they would have, I was the worst feeling in the world to me. I've been alone before but getting older makes it feel worst if you ask me.. cry Right now as Im typing this I am on the vverge on crying almost but I'm glad that my pain isn't that bad right now. *SMiling right now* Thanks for listening if you are ^^
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