Well goodmorning to you! My lovely loves! It has been a sickeningly long time since I've written in this worn down piece of crap. Ohohoho. Which is normal since I have 4 other journals *takes a lot to update them all*
Well, lately life has been as boring as it usually is. I wonder if my life is going anywhere.......I mean, what really am I doing? People confuse me because there just to retarded to love life. It's all about getting rich, famous, looking perfect, that they don't realize there still living and have so much more to look forward to. If we can move on and not live in the past we can move on from are mistakes. Like many times adults ask children what there going to do in life because they're trying to figure that out themselves. I believe I well never truley fit in intell I can find somebody on the same spiritual status as me to talk to ( that's my age) Mabey my friends well realize some day how immature they act and well grow up, it gets tiring day after day having to deal with everyone I know. Jealous rules over all affection. Hatred rains. The realization of love is smothered. What does the word love truley mean anymore? I shamefully hold my head down, for I used the word love to frequently in life for now it means nothing. But I truely love every last one of you. I've never met you......but I love. I love you with all my heart. And your all wonderful, gorgeous, and beautiful. Not a single one of you is better than another. And should anyone think they are better they should be hit right there on the spot. People who strive for spiritual realization often get lost in themselves. At this age everyone is realizing they have a life and so in the process care only about themselves, they come first and only them. And so I must forgive my friends for being themselves, it pains me to see them wasting there lives away. Remember, the glass is half full, not half empty. If your friends moving away tomorrow, spend as much time possible with them and let them now you love them. That's how you should live your life because you never know when they're going to disapear and never know how much you loved them. If you ever need someone to dump your burdens on I'll always be here. When you abuse me , make foolish mistakes, I well forgive....because I love you. So please, I want to make it all better, a good friend is someone you can spill your heart out to and they'll dig through the pieces gently, and when only the bad things remain blow them away in a soft breath.
Ah, I'm getting ahead of myself. I shall explain later my intentions in life.
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