Today, My Sister`s 18th Birthday.. My Dad Screamed And He Yelled. He Hit And He Spazzed. He Totally Wrecked My Sister`s 18th Birthday. She Had A Few Friends Over. And My Dad Just Went Crazy. He Hit Me And My Sisters. He Screamed And We Huddled In The Corner Of Our Room. My Life, Getting Worse, I Thought I Could Turn To Someone, ANYONE. Just To Know I Could Call Someone.. No. Nobody Wants To. So I Continue To Be Alone, To Sit In The Corner Of My Room. With The One Thing That Matters, My Razor Blade. And Once I Turn 25, That`s It I`m Done. I Quit This ******** Lifestyle. Being Alone SUCKS SO MUCH. They Say Everyone Has A Friend. I HAVE NO FREAKING WAY I HAVE SOMEONE. One Person DOESNT Make A Difference. I Just Wanna Die. We Had To Cancel My Sisters Birthday!!!! emo All Because Of My DAD THAT STUPID LOSER. I JUST WANT HIM OUT OF MY ******** LIFE. gonk But Then I Like The Happiness We Used To Have... When I Was Little With My Sister. And We Would Play Forever. And We Would All Laugh.. Now I Just Fear Him. Day In And Day Out. Nothing Ever To Go Right. I Can`t Make This All Go Away.
The Fear, The Pain. I Just Can`t Take It. And Now That I`m Alone I Haven`t A Clue What To Do. I Try So Hard To Make Some Friends. To Keep In Contact With The Friends I Had. But Who Wants To Be MY Friend? The Lonley Loser Who Wants To Die Oh Yeah Sign Me Up! gonk I Just Don`t Have A Clue.
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