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i had a very painful experience in the past.
even now, it's makes my heart hurt
ti' very, very painful thing.
even if i lose my most important thing.
the bitterness of pain
but
i'm looking for him.
who he loves me the way i am,
he "one and only"
and. . .
i've found him,
but it was painful
becuz
i can't do anything by looking at his pain couse him,
why did i disappeared from him
becuz is that
i loves me.....
even soo,
it's more panifull
not to be able to see that person
did i left him
becuz. . . .
i love him. . . .

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c(" wink (" wink

when i was going to my bf house i had this bad and scared feeling but by the time o knock on his door i was him his bro, mother, and his sis. but when i look in my bf eyes i felt something scared. and he told me i need to talk to you something out side soo i did. and he told me "this is a bad time becuz dare want to jail and my mother was crying. dare pin me on the well. but i'm real sorry and i real real miss you lot." then he hug me and i hug him back too and i was cry too and now i cant stop crying now. and tomorrow he going to qurit.