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I WISH EMOS THAT KILL THEMSELVES WITH SELF MUTILATION, SUCH AS CUTTING THEIR THUMBS OR SLITTING THEIR WRIST, WOULD JUST BE THEMSELVES, THE PERSON THEY WERE BEFORE THEY HUNG OUT WITH THE IDIOTS THAT TORTURE THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY ONLY THINK THEIR PISSED OFF, AND NOT TRY TO FIT IN THE WRONG CROWDS. EMOS SUCK!!! WHY CUT YOURSELF? IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE CHEESE OR DELI MEAT OR SOMETHING IN THAT CATEGORY. I DON'T CUT OR SLIT ANYTHING ON MY BODY AND I CAN TELL YOU THAT I'VE HAD A FAR FAR MUCH WORST LIFE THAN ANY OF YOU "EMOS". SPEND A WEEK IN MY SHOES AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT ALL THE CUTS ON YOUR THUMB OR THE SLITS IN YOUR WRIST WILL HEAL AND YOU WILL REGRET EVERY MUTILATIONAL THING YOU'VE DONE TO YOURSELF. I MEAN THIS TOO. MY "BEST FIREND" CALLS HERSELF EMO AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO GO SO FAR AS TO CUTTING OR SLITTING HERSELF. WELL, LIARS GET NOWHERE, I HAD TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH THE HARD WAY!!! SO ALL YOU LITTLE EMOS FREAKS OUT THERE THAT ARE READING THIS, PLEASE DON'T TRY TO ACT LIKE SOMETHING YOU'RE NOT. YOUR REALL FRIENDS CARE ABOUT YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE IT. ONE DAY YOU'RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF FROM BLEEDING TO DEATH. IT MAY FEEL GOOD TO YOU WHEN YOU CUT YOURSELF, BUT IT STINGS WORSE THAN A PAPERCUT TO ALL THOSE AROUND YOU WHO REALLY DO CARE AND LOVE YOU. I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN A LONG "LECTURE", BUT I WANTED TO GET SOMETHING THROUGHT YOUR HEADS. I THINK I'M DONE NOW. JUST ONE MORE THING.

NICOLE, IF ISIS REALLY DID CARE ABOUT YOU AND IF SHE DIDN'T REALLY WANT YOU TO HURT YOURSELF, THEN SHE WOULDV'E STOPPED YOU AND STOPPED HERSELF. I NOW CRY WHEN I HEAR THE WORD EMO AND YOUR NAME MIXED INTO THE SAME SENTENCE. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, IT STINGS WORSE THAN A PAPER CUT. WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO YOUR FAMILY IF YOU DID DIE. THINK ABOUT MAX AND YOUR PARENTS. THEY HAVEN'T COME THIS FAR JUST TO LET YOU GIVE UP YOUR LIFE. DID YOU ALSO KNOW THAT IF YOU KILL YOURSELF BY SUICIDE THAT YOU WILL GO TO HELL. READ THE BIBLE A LITTLE BIT AND MAYBE, JUST MAYBE YOU WOULD LEARN A FEW THINGS ABOUT THE MAN UPSTAIRS WHO MADE YOU COME TO THIS EARTH AND WHO HAS PLANS FOR YOU, GOOD PLANS, AND WHO REALLY LOVES YOU AND WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO KILL YOURSELF. NOW I KNOW I'M A LITTLE TO PREACHEROUS RIGHT NOW BUT THANK ABOUT THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU AND NOT JUST YOURSELF. NICOLE, I CARE ABOUT YOU.IF I DIDN'T THEN I WOULDN'T EVEN CARE IF YOU SWALLOWED A RAZORBLADE. I WOULDN'T EVEN CARE IF YOU BLED TO DEATH AND DIED, BUT I DO CARE. YOU'RE MY FRIEND, MY SISTER, AND THE ONE PERSON I CAN ALWAYS GO TO WHEN I NEED HELP, AND I HOPE I'M THE SAME FOR YOU. emo emo emo emo emo