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The weird things in my head
They say dreams are fragments of what goes on the head. Why are the things in my head about death and pain?
I feel so very stupid and vunerable
Ok first of, I thinkI mis-spelled vunarable so I appologies for that.

crying A few nights ago, my moms truck got broke into and took her radio. Well the thing is, I love that truck to death and try to take care of it as if it were mine. The neighborhood I live in has resently gone through a HUGH explosion and the population has tripled in the past few years. Before, you could leave your car doors unlocked and house opened without worry about these kinds of things happening. Now, the doors get locked ever single time we exit the truck. It seems so very different, like it is unclean. Sorta like it has been violated in the worst kinda way and left for dead.

Now this is the thing, yes there is a alarm on it, no it's not in the garage or anything like that. No I didn't wake up to investigate why it went off because there is a infestation of f'in cats all over the place and they are always setting off the alarm. Well I thought it was a cat and I slept right through the alarm thinking nothing of it. Well the alarm only went off once which means that whoever took the radio took it while the alarm was going off and thought of it as a joke.

Now as I slept, on one side of me was a B.B. gun and on the other was my sword. Had I woke up like I normally do to investigate what set it off, I would have either ran the mo-fo through with my sword or had my B.B. gun pointed at him. But no, I slept. I woke up, turned over and went right back to sleep and basically let him go scott free. Now when I look at the truck, it looks so violated and I literally cry knowing that I should have done something but didn't. My mom and I went to do landry and all I could think about is who has the radio, what they are doing with it and why they picked our house. When we got home, I started to cry and I am still crying. What makes this even worse is the fact that she had to put the truck in the shop and dumped 3 grand into getting a new engine put into it. We didn't even have it back for 3 days before they took the radio.

Just last month, my neighbor had his truck broke into and they cleaned him out. They took his GPS moniter, CD player w/ CDs and his Zippo Lighter that his daughter gave him.... AND THEY ARE NEW TO THE NEIGHBORHOOD! Thats right, new. They haven't even been here a full year and they have problems. Well according to him, in the past six monthes, there has been 10 reported happenings in this neighborhood. For those that love math, that mean in one month, 2 1/2 houses get vandelised stressed .

If you know me and know what I look like, for me to feel weak is something that doesn't register in my vocabulary but now it's there and I know what it fully means. I haven't been sleeping well at all because of the fact that who knows if this person would come back and try and steal the truck or even worse. I want to sleep but can't because I don't want this to happen again to either me or someone else. That's why I type, to keep myself up so I won't have to sleep but I have work tomarrow and I need all the rest I can get because the customer is not always right and are morons half the time.

So take heed to my warnings. Lock your doors, put a alarm on your stuff and Don't Trust Anyone. If something doesn't look copasedic, investigate it or call the cops A.S.A.P. crying


The Enforcer666
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  • User Comments: [1]
    I'm sorry to hear of this.

    Human beings are getting more and more pig headed and selfish everyday.

    I can relate though.

    We had recently moved to a new area, so we really didn't know how people were around there. Where we had moved from, everyone knew everyone else and they had watched you toddle around from dippers up til your first date. So we were trusting.

    We left the car locked with the window slightly cracked, because it was hot outside and air circulating would be nice. When we got back, my CD player, Gameboy Color, and my brother's Gameboy Advance was missing.

    Thinking back it could have been so much worse, but you still can't shake the feeling immediately afterwards that you could have done something more to prevent it. It's all in the past though. All that we can do though is accept that people are rotten scumbags. Don't give them the time of day in your thoughts.

    Eventually karma will catch up to them. Loosing sleep wont help bring justice about...I hope you feel better soon.

    comment Telith · Community Member · Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 02:34am
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