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Kiyoni's Journal This journal contains all of my personal thoughts on things that I cannot express to one's face or things that I cannot deal with that need to be unloaded.


Kiyoni
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<center>Today wasn't really my day... Everyone was getting on my case... making me mad, sad... the works. I bet there's a lot pint-up inside of me right about now. Hehe... Well, I had wrote a poem in my boring a** class while every one else was watching a movie. I call it "How I Wish". This is how it went:

Oh, how I wish...
How I wish I could be...
Someone to depend on,
for those in need.

Oh, how I wish...
How I wish to be in love.
But there's no one to hold me.
Not one who shares my trust.

Oh, how I wish...
How I wish to be great.
I try and try to achieve,
but it isn't my fate.

Oh, how I wish...
How I wish to be real.
To live a perfect life,
and a heart that's filled.

Oh, how I wish...
How I wish to have joy.
But there is no happiness in me;
therefore, I remain coy.

There's nothing left.
There's nothing to give.
There's nothing left,
to give reason to live.

My heart, my mind.
Two different things.
Oh, how I wish I was another human being.

My life is spent,
and my heart crumbled.
I ask for help,
but no one hears my mumble.

What is wrong?
Why is it this way?
Why is it that God put me in this gruesome place?

So who will cry for me?
Who will stain their cheeks?
No one will do it.
That's the way it was meant to be...

It seemed a bit depressing to me, but I guess that's just how I'm feeling right now... But never stop smiling, right?

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