"Okay! Right now, I am so friggin' scared! There's this guy around the corner from me named Jeremy and I like him. He's my friend. We kick it along with the rest of the fellas in the hood. He's a cool guy. However... He's going off to college tomorrow, and I may never see him again EVER. I want to call him and tell him that I like him, but I'm so scared that it doesn't make any sense. I called once already, but he wasn't there and I don't wanna be a stalker and call back so late and I oughta be ashamed of myself for even thinking about telling him, but I know that if I don't then I'll never be able to tell him and then it'll be on my chest forever and ever and ever and I don't want that. So the question is: To call? or NOT to call? Either way, I'm scared."
2 Minutes after saying that.
"And I almost called right then! Ah! I hate going through this! It's a wreck for your heart because it's beating so quickly. Tearin' my lil' ribs up... I wanted to tell him today when we were at the football field, but I couldn't. It's too hard... I mean, I'm cute, but I just have no kind of gumption. This is hopeless....
I'm gonna try and call back... Pray for my heart! It's starting to beat a lot again!"
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