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Recently, I have been in a really depressed mood, because of someone and thought I would write some poetry. They are a bit angry and depressing, so its just a warning if you dont want to read that sort of stuff.
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Cold Canadian Nights
and to think that i thought you were something special,
it turns out there was nothing special about you
you pulled the leash around my neck tighter than tight
the loss of bloodflow lead me to believe your words
well now that your gone, i can see your true colors
and at least you got rid of me and my problems
but guess what, im the one thats saying good riddance
good thing you found someone close and easy to f...hold
oops, im sorry, did i hit the truth, am i right
about all those things hidden inside your closet
...next to the skeleton
yea, you say its cold up there, try touching my heart
its frozen solid and shattered broken by your
liquid nitrogen lies of love and false regrets
this dead weight is now lifted and walking away
well, i was always so far away from you dear
but now im so far, im really gone for good
its not like it makes any serious difference
we both know you'll still be waking up next to her
yea, you say its cold up there, try touching my heart
its frozen solid and shattered broken by your
liquid nitrogen lies of love and false regrets
and now im regreting ever feeling sorry
you were nothing to cry about, not worth my tears
so please take your lies, and prepare your next victim
for the lonely slaughter she will not soon forget
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You're Salt On My Wounds
tie me up and throw me out
like yesterdays trash
cause nothing would make me
want to live my life more
and your the one that taught me
sarcasm is fun
and you tell me to live my
******** life, but sweety
i need back what you stole from
me, i want my heart
then maybe i can be on my
way, away
all these lies are cutting
open my arteries
their killing off whats left of
my broken heart
i need to get rid of everything
about you
cause your that slow painful
death ive been afraid of
the best thing you did for me
was waste my life away
the worse thing you did for me
was falsify love
and nothing you can do now
will ever change that
all these lies are cutting
open my arteries
their killing off whats left of
my broken heart
i need to get rid of everything
about you
cause your that slow painful
death ive been afraid of
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Illusion
What led me to believe you would be fair?
What led me to think that you weren't here just for the play?
What made me change my mind about all those who look away?
I hate you for not loving me
I hate myself for not letting go
I soon came to realize,
I was living an illusion where everything
only seemed to turn out perfect.
I wasnt even sure about what was going on at your end
A misconception is what it had all become
Those precious words pearced right through my soul
They left me no time to know the true meaning.
I was thinking too deeply of what you could've felt
I lost my way half way there into a world where
flowers bloom and darkness hides
Now its tearing me apart
What I called love was nothing but a misconception
To me you were my world
but all I was, to you a mere member of the crowd.
I was living an illusion
All this time my heart was yours but
I couldnt occupy even a segment of your mind
I hate you for not loving me
I hate myself for not letting go
My world has shattered right before my eyes
Go on pick up the pieced, throw them out and live your life
After all, I am only an illusion
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Mood.depressed.
 inuyasha_n_kagome_4eva · Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 09:09pm · 0 Comments |
