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I shot someone today. In the arm .... practically point blank. He wouldn't stop touching me, he deserved it .... and he tried to take my favourite gun! you know, the one I got for my birthday ... It shook me up a bit. I've only ever shot someone from a distance before, and it wasn't to kill. Rufus said I'd get used to it, I dunno ... I kind of felt scared, but not sorry. other than fear for myself I felt nothing. does that make me a bad person?

At least I know I'm not filled with darkness, If I was ... Roxas wouldn't have freaked on me. Light always triumphs over dark right? but what happens when light consumes someone totally and makes them lose control on someone that is dark? There is something wrong with Sora, which means there is something wrong with Roxas. I'm really worried, I hope Repliku and Rave have everything under control. I wish I could have been more help ... the only thing I could do was tell Namine to get Rave.

at least Olette got to help like she wanted.

Kadaj and Rufus are STILL female. what if it's permanent?! heh, guess what .... I'm not a third wheel whee I'm a valued member of the trio! heart heart heart

anyway, I have to finish this homework, if anything else comes up I'll write it later.

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