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The plan after I got pregnant was to tell his parents so he can move in here with me, and I know it'll be hard for him. He's probably never been away from his family for more than a week, because of that I'm trying to give him as much time as he needs in order to do this. Yet everytime he says he didn't I go home and feel completely alone. I feel like my mom still loves me but maybe resents me a litlle, Lance doesn't really talk at all, and Chloe seems to be resenting me more than normal. All I have is my unborn baby and so I feel alone everyday and everynight. I know Myckel loves me, and I know he wants to be with me. I just wish I could tell him all this without hurting him. I don't tell him because I know it would make him feel guilty and I don't want that at all. I just want my dream of a family of my own. Is that really so much?