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Ichigo didn’t know when or how it happened, but he found himself thinking a lot about a certain type of shinigami. He couldn’t stop looking at her, the way she stood up for herself even though she was smaller than most of her opponents. That is something that he always admired about her, but he still felt like he needed to protect her. Sometimes when she was standing next to him, he would exchange looks with her and found himself blushing a little. How can a person like her bring so much emotion to him? He needed to know why? And decided that the only way was to talk to her.



Ever since Ichigo came into her life, Rukia couldn’t stop worrying about him. He didn’t know that every time he fought reckless, she could feel her heart beating so fast. She didn’t know what these feelings were because she was taught that feelings were for weaklings. But every time he came near her, she could feel this warm feeling building up and fine herself blushing. How can someone that she is always fighting with make her feel this way? She can see that he is staring at her and starts walking towards her.



“ Hey, Rukia…I need to talk to you” Ichigo whispered. Rukia wasn’t sure if she heard him clearly. She saw the way that he was struggling, trying so hard to speak.

“ What is it that you want to talk about?” Rukia said without taking her gaze away from his eyes. Ichigo has never seen Rukia look so beautiful before, the way the moon reflected in her eyes. Those eyes that always made him forget about everything and the way they stare at him making him think why he….

“ Ichigo! Are you going to say anything or are you just going to stare at me”. Ichigo realizes that he has been staring at Rukia the whole time and looks away. He was starting to think that this was a bad idea. How can he tell her? He knew that if he tells her, she is just gonna end up looking at him weird or stop talking to him. He didn’t want that so he did the first thing that pop into his head. Rukia was shocked, to feel his lips pressed on her. She didn’t even notice when he did it, it all move to fast for her. The way his lips felt against her made her forget about everything and only think about how good it felt to have Ichigo pull her closer to him just to make the kiss deeper and making them search for each other. Ichigo felt himself losing control; he stops the kissed and just look at Rukia, who was breathless as he was. Rukia didn’t understand why he stopped the kiss. Was he starting to regret it? Ichigo sees the expression that runs through Rukia, he didn’t know what to do.

“ Why did you kiss me? Ichigo, look at me…is there something that you want to tell me? Tell me something!” Rukia felt tears stinging her eyes, why was he doing this to her. She felt her feet moving, she couldn’t stand the silence between them. She didn’t care where she was running to but as long as it was far from him. All Ichigo could do is watch her leave, if he ran after her what was he gonna tell her…so he just watch her go.
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