Today was just ai yai yai! If ya know what I mean.
I woke up all sleepish and went to my bathroom, I didn't cry last night and I couldn't remember much of what happened. When I went to get a ride with my father for school I remembered what happened. I broke it off with Ein, it ws terrible. My body felt like it was shaken and my heart started to pound. It hurt.
I couldn't cry.
I arrived at school early, all mess'd up and when I saw Pearl, I started to just cry and hugged her. My friend Mayuri came over and patted me. I was crying my eyes out, but soon I stopped since I couldn't cry in public, it's not me.
I felt horrible afterwards though, I nearly started crying but restraint myself. Stopped thinking...
But I can't.
Life has never been this hard and I always ask myself, "Did I do the right thing?" - what if I completely messed up my life?
This is the hardest break up ever, I can't believe myself either.
I woke up all sleepish and went to my bathroom, I didn't cry last night and I couldn't remember much of what happened. When I went to get a ride with my father for school I remembered what happened. I broke it off with Ein, it ws terrible. My body felt like it was shaken and my heart started to pound. It hurt.
I couldn't cry.
I arrived at school early, all mess'd up and when I saw Pearl, I started to just cry and hugged her. My friend Mayuri came over and patted me. I was crying my eyes out, but soon I stopped since I couldn't cry in public, it's not me.
I felt horrible afterwards though, I nearly started crying but restraint myself. Stopped thinking...
But I can't.
Life has never been this hard and I always ask myself, "Did I do the right thing?" - what if I completely messed up my life?
This is the hardest break up ever, I can't believe myself either.
